the fish said to the ocean.."you carn feel my tears because i'm in the water.." the ocean said.."i feel your tears because u're in my heart"
to all couples: this cheesy lines are veh USEFUL ! (;
emoemoemokid infect me ; 11:51 AM
Thursday, July 28, 2005
i am walking ahead,walking straight,i am unclear of which road to take at the crossroads,we wil meet one day as u have said.i stayed on knowing that i wil find my happiness in aj,well fine,now i didnt know what my motivation in aj is,perhaps to u,i wil never settle down,infact i feel the same way,i am just too weak to have yu in my arms like how i gave up the other time,so close yet slipped past,its just feels so tired not being urself and not telling sumone how ya truly feel,how well wil it be there were no restrictions,how i wish ceteris paribus can be applied to love.and whats e ting thats holding u back,yu like to see her smile,you know more urself and the only ting thats holding u back is yuself,but i shd have long figured out that she willnt wait for me forever.and dats why u all left me one by one.its all my cowardice,and til i am able to face myself,i wilnt allow myself to get hurt anymore.aj is no longer the happy place i know,of course,theres was nice ppl around e school,the nice teachers like mr.chua.hes leaving.finally and only den i realised that i started to feel guilty,why didnt i cherish him,i belive such a kind teacher wilnt come by again,the innocent smile on ur face,ur and ur unqiue way of hiding ur low-self-esteem no longer we wil see,"its a personal question" and all these teasings abt u being single but unavailable,mr chua,take care in whatever yu do and i promise i wil not drop econs for u (:
emoemoemokid infect me ; 9:05 AM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
SUMONE PLS MAKE ME ANGRY! how i wish i can " KAN AI KAN HENG " ):
emoemoemokid infect me ; 8:47 AM
accompanied our dear diana to queensway to get her shoebag yea.so WHINY!finally she settled for one i chose,pretty NICE! (: -wide grins- and we too got a SPECTACULAR shirt for ding jie, ( CHOSEN BY ME ALSO ) reli cost a bomb,how am i gonna survive the remaining week wf the $10 ! HELP ! AHHHHH!quite pleasant experience to take u home again,and e first 3 month feeling is just as sweet as it is (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DING JIE and SARAH !
its so nice to feel perfect instead of being perfect (: ( almost there )
emoemoemokid infect me ; 8:37 AM
Saturday, July 23, 2005
it feels so great to know that yu can be trusted,and i wldnt mind taking u home again (:
emoemoemokid infect me ; 9:37 PM
Friday, July 22, 2005
everytime yu try to hide,yu realise yu cant those memories wil be dere regardless where and when yu thought ya have long let your hands off, yu realise over and over again,yu have been prickled by nuthing but these swollen memories.
i used to look at the ceiling of my room every nite before i slp and reflect on wad i did,i always wanna make tml beta,for myself and for e rest.now i dont anymore,i realise that i am no longer that perfect person wfout regrets and burden.it wil hurt me,it wil swell even more,yet i insisted on fighting with memories that dun belong to me anymore,everyone's sleeping,and why dun u?tings wil never be e same again,cox i've lost it all -
take care wf yu life (: cheeer up
emoemoemokid infect me ; 8:03 PM
heya,gotta make a post rite now or else i wil be realli slacking throughout my life,got back the results and yups,FAILED so MANY again.bleahs.reli motivated to study now, get As and laugh at Valerie's face!YES,gotta prove to mdm lee i am smart and to tel mr woo he hasnt wasted any efforts on me,and when it comes to maths,econs and GP,i reli reli feel so low,cox i tink most probabli i ve been slacking all these while.hahaha.TIME TO WAKE UP.( to every other ppl i know ) its not gonna be nice to get retained,i nearly tried it during sec3 ! so everyone MOVE ur ass now! "lets get down to business !" everyones mugging now,so everyone beta start,and at the end of the year,ppl wil be grumbling,how come yu didnt study much and yu get As and Bs while i get Fs.let me tell u, PPL study SILENTLY so dun be STUPID and tink others dun.a few might do last minute revision but thats so RISKY ( quoted from jean lee to me ) haha(: buck up everyone and me! alrights lets move away from why i am so slack these days and didnt even bother to update my blog,helllaaaa YUCK !i guess i am having too much fun in school these days and by the time i get home i AM TOO TIRED to even blog.1805 is getting so much funnier!everyone is associating and mixing well wf one another,with exception of one or two maybe?but lets all stick together.one more year to go,lets study,play,whatever together thru these 2 years!everyones revealing their true self,RAGEN wf that fucked up face and sleepy attitude+ plus the Never mind everytime he is asked to speak.shuiyong away from the mugger face,he's got FUN genes in him!!haha.junrong i tot always meddling wf books associated wf stars are seeing us as stars and mixing well wf everyone!hoe seng is fun,ponning lectures definitely!(: johnathan phang that asshole always so sarcastic and making stupid voices!argss.kenneth another ass who always play wf his hp regardless wad,i hope yu mum confiscates ur PHONE and DO sumthing abt ur SUCK----Y hairstyle!hahahahahaha.everyones bridging and enjoying wf the exams coming around e corner! all e best 1805 ! (: while all these tings happen in a flash,everyting abt 1905 comes back,its LONG LONG TIME since i see the full 1905!and i kinda miss them,i hope i am able to name all the names of the 1905 even now,but in my memory,1905 isnt as peaceful as 1805. stil miss all e peeps from 1905.ding jie,jeremy ho,diana,qinfang,serene,pong,zhen,shafiq,yuqin,joyce,sarah,jieying,cindia,KHALISA,kelly,weiyang,chen liang,jiayi,johnson,yuan chyi,weihui,laura and guo jun!haha,just realised how far we drifted now,but i stil smile to sum of u in school,say hi and stuff,i know tings wil never be like before alredy,but til i leave aj,i wish not to forget everyone of u,and hope yu all never drift further and further away from me- " i am staying,but yu all are drifting ..
emoemoemokid infect me ; 7:37 PM
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
its time to be sumone perfect,at least better.leavin ur frens in the lurch displays nuthing but ur selfishness,and i always tot i will be a good fren in everyone's eyes,but in fact i aint.i just gave excuses to walk out on my fren today,and i feel extremely guilty now,its time i reflect on my actions and learnt from my mistakes,only when yu yuself MAKE a TRUE fren, yu GET a TRUE fren.i wanna find my TRUE fren soon so all i wil do now is learning to be PERFECT fren,and should i commit any more mistakes in e future,anyone pls inform me.its such a COMPETITIVE world,now even everyone competes to be PERFECT (:
thanks jinzhen for e SCOLDINGS .HEH
emoemoemokid infect me ; 6:42 AM
Saturday, July 09, 2005
went around wandering in orchard today.walked from takashimaya to lucky plaza,from far east up northeast to cineleisure.but that wasnt the highlight of the day.me and cow li kip watched out for ppl we knew as we walked.we met VINCCCENT KANG wf sum girls he was chatting wf, my mentor who went out alone wf ONE girl and lastly ONE hot couple who i shallnt mention. life is full of coincidence and miracles,isnt it. so everyone , start hoping today !!! (:
emoemoemokid infect me ; 9:43 AM
Friday, July 08, 2005
i thought words werent hurt ppl,especially when i am such a idiot who likes to joke,but surprisingly i do offend ppl wf my words.A BIG sorry to all ):
emoemoemokid infect me ; 5:32 AM
Saturday, July 02, 2005
been humming one song all these days,maybe i just miss e past.aha.life is getting on too fast for me,i reli have to say that jc life reli doesnt give way to any of us,one moment and we wil see us lagging far behind others,been indulging in a lot of fun these days wf my basketball teammates.They just make everything sound and look different,coming up wf more and more lousy freezy jokes,suanning each other,bringing back much more than memories on e court,reli have a great day.but we always come across one topic in particular-basketball.many asked me why i am not in e team,lala and stuff,and i told them i joined chess club.HEH HEH (: i suppose noone wil blive me anyway,we were all wondering whu wil be the mvp nex year and which school wil win this time round,they asked me wad i wil do if i dun get into team nex year,i suppose the answer is quite obvious,i told them i wil quit basketball and join chess club,but i dun tink i will not,i wil be just in this cca for the rest of my jc life i guess,i reli wanna strive hard in this-kinda of my forte.but just playing on e court doesnt make me motivated anymore.everyones arguing abt who's fault this is,saying that one another is being solo and stuff,and i been giving up my chance to play on e court for others,and giving stupid excuses saying that i am tired,i guess i dun wanna be so enthu in basketball anymore,ppl always quarrel over being the first five in e team,and when ya are not chosen as e main players,i guess everyone wil be sad,i wil be too.in fact i wasted a year alrready,i duno what i am gonna do if i dun get into first five nex year,being in e team is kinda useless isnt it.if ya dun get to contribute and display all that ya learnt,wads the pt.we all say that playing basketball is just to enjoy e game,but how many of us wil stil be so engaged in this passion if u all werent chosen as e main players of the school,yu meerely sit on e bench and watch ya teammates play.of cox cheering helps too,and doesnt mean that ya are lousy if ya dun get to play.but i guess maybe for me,i wil start playing basketball for entertainment and fun now (:
